Science, Maths and Thinking

   

  I have been recently becoming mildly aware of the point that science and maybe maths is not exactly what is for me. It is my childhood dream and my life goal to be a scientist and help science to become more advanced but I been experiencing a deeper crave for creativity and art last few months. Probably I sense a push towards running through thoughts and states of emotions more than I feel it in case of mathematics and science. Science is an activity in a closed frame of scientific and I can perhaps make a generalization which I believe that it makes sense but preferably not a proposition for leading in science, science is simply solving statistical and analitical problems in context of our world and universe and it is nothing. Yet we still need and cannot replace human mind wtih AI for them to become scientific minds but to make a little rough saying, science is a robotic thing and I believe is not for human specie which wills to be not a problem solver but expresser of inner world mostly. By the way, let me awaken you by saying that I am not willing what I am stating or telling to make sense in a serious case; I am solely typing and sharing my thoughts in case someone or me would read one day. And I can also bet there are more artists than mathematicians and scientists in human population.

    We just made it to a place where we started the conversation and said nonsense things. Let's rewind what's up.

    I think I should read more God's because I feel lost and God always helps you be better and love. I also find more peace in art as much as when I am with God. In my life, I owe so much to him. I think I will make an end to my serious science career and be an artist if I can make living out of that which seems to be difficult.

    Whatever. Thanks for reading. Peace.