it's fed up but cool though

I definitely think that science is a branch that's fed up. Oh my god, even mathematics is ok but science is fucked up: can you think about a basic discipline that says you're fucked up if you don't follow some method and be clever!?

To be honest, myself I am a scientist - I'm a theoretical physicist - and I feel personally sick of science sometimes. It is boring to have a four year education that does not yet allow you to be an advanced theoretical researcher and it is nearly fucked up bro. And if you are not one who is not curious about developing your knowledge and skills on mathematics or physics, you won't have studied those mathematics and physics yourself, therefore it is unimaginable to be on your third year at college and listen to your professor explaining quantum field theory😑.

But you know what's fair, it is not our thing to complain. If thing is wrong or fed up, it is and we are ok with it. There is no point at whining at most things, let things go.

By the way, I have done certainly decided my plan as far as I guess: I will be an artist.